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Fuzzy: The mans been there over the years that has seen me at my best and my worst, Fuzzy is one of the people i think of when i say i have grown as a person. when i joined KSI i had alot of issues with anger and drinking and self harm. Trust goes along way...in the last 12 years there havent been many people i can say that i can trust with knowing how to mess with me...you're one of the few people i know who has my trust 100% <3 youre freaking awesome to the point if you can make my arrogant butthead'd self give a damm...then you're far more worthy of respect than i said man...if i had a brother in KSI it would be a tie between you and chaos. swag: you're always going to be somebody that deserves respect both as a friend and somebody who quite bluntly will tell you to your face what your weakest points are and how to grow past them. youre a awesome man which i say from the bottom of my heart....i wish you all the best in life. venum: if i didnt trust you i wouldnt have givin you the leadership group for the destiny group........god help me on this one but youre a fantastic person which i mean to the fullest....and you're one of the few people i check on even when im sick. Chaos 7: he was one of my old generals....and has seen me at my lowest moments in KSI.....the guys awesome i give him alot of crap but the guy has deserved this for along time: thank you and sorry for the amount of headaches i have givin you. For EVERYONE: If you find somebody in KSI you trust that have seen you at your highest and your lowest....trust me when i say. If theres somebody in KSI you trust to the fullest its because they have seen you at your best and worst and they know what its like to be in that dark place when life throws dirt in your face and tries to push you down into that dark place we dont want to be in....then trust me when i say. Everybody in KSI has been in that place where it feels like everythings breaking and wont hold together....but guess what we have survived it not because of just a couple people....we survive as leaders because of the members who we bend over backwards for trying to make them see the potential to surpass all of us old people....and im a pretty sadistic old man at heart....so when i say it. if you have somebody you trust and know that you can ask them for advice.....dont hide it. the reason you trust them is because they see the thing in yourself that you havent noticed.....they see that you one day will do better than themself. and as somebody who has their share of issues.......trust me when i say Its hard even after 12 damm years for me to tell these guys how damm much i love and respect them....the first thing i did when i found out about news from my mum when it was relating my grandma's health was to talk to people who my heart said be open with them.....and if somebody had told me 12 years ago id be concerned about other people id have laughed.....the fact im sitting here writing a borderline novel about just how much people can make you want to do better. ...if they can make me grow and be open and to trust people...then yes....they damm well earnt the respect that came with that trust.