I gave it my all. I was dedicated and loyal. I was always honest when I spoke. I always thought that's how things were supposed to be. I guess I was wrong. I put so much time into trying to do my best to make things better. But it doesn't matter now. It has never mattered. All I wanted was to be a respected member and leader, and I got the opposite. Trying my best was never enough. My opinions never mattered. I, never mattered.